A Kiss in the Blues

 

( explicit )

 

Being in my car with music for company

Delicate strings orchestrate walls of sound

I reach over to turn the volume up

Driving along this concrete wilderness

Past the bustle of the strangers who glance

At me and my music for one and all.

It was at a certain dusk I did set out

But now more of a cleaner night it is

And the lady in the brown skirt

Is but a distant memory, as are her

Athletic tones and thighs so smooth

The tan of it all with those breasts

That I could call home for a year.

My journey is short lived as I have arrived

Along with my new smile and knowing

For tonight I will open another door

Not too far away from my own seating

She breezes in with a grin fit for living

A glance toward me knowing my charms

I reach across and slip her door open

And she slides in more effortlessly

Then the last occupier of said seat

It’s been a while my dear, too long

We have seen much of another

Tonight caution is thrown to the winds

And those winds speak of breeze

With a hint of fervent tinted lusts

We talk, we laugh but not like before

There is a touch of ohhhs and ahhhhhs.

Mid-sentence I cut her to the quick

Firmly holding her face tight

Reaching over to press my lips with hers

It is just right without the thoughts

Our tongues dance a rhythmic waltz

And after what seems like a life

We part for air and for a smoke

So this is what it is to be in ‘like’?

Love is not spoken nor the futures near

Just one potion of now, if you please

This paradigm is spent as are our lips

We have embraced for hours three

Now I have earned the moans of her

I reach in with an unbuttoning

As I free her breasts from the lace

An obligatory caress is warranted

But my tongue is quickly replacing

And gasp a new tone she does

Not to withdraw or offer quarter

My hands congregate to her all

And between her legs I slide

The river doth flow I jest

She lets out a glimpse of smile

Bite my lips if you dare my girl

Slap my face while I pleasure your all

My kind of girl, my kind of sex

I whisper private things in her ear

All through gritted teeth and breath

She takes it all in her strides

And as we finish, she is spent.

Sudden flashes amongst our buildings

Cracking like bolts from Zeus himself

Is this sorcery or simply a camera?

But it stems from the night

A storm is coming in my town

A blue lightning of electrical cascades.

She kisses me wildly and licks my ego

Making me bigger in all the right ways

Goodnight lover, goodnight lovers

I watch as she walks her model walks

Tight skirt that has had its effect used

Her bra still over those shoulders

And a slight limp from naughtiness.

Time for the journey back home

The heavens open up and drown me

And at 3am I find this a truth

That my sex has found a better home.

 

Cyclic

(explicit)

I get up in a haze
Clutch my pillow
Pretend I’m holding
Your body close
Kiss your lips awake
Run my fingers down
Pleasure you between
Your creamy thighs
Tasting your all
And enter you as I do
But of course I can’t
Instead I work out
I work out for an hour
Sweat it out hard
To songs which taste funny
Check my phone
To see if you sent
Some random text
No
Then I think of your words
And it demotivates me
Look at myself
Naked in the mirror
Hate myself even more
Remember who I was
Accept what I’m not now
Get in my car and drive
Fast and faster
Making sure the music
Is louder than yesterday
Foot on the accelerator
Pushing it past a safe
Making sure the music
Is louder than today
Looking for a relief
So burn the rubber
And the cars who race
Push it harder than
All the rest before me
Hoping to throw it
Round a bend
And into a wall
Perhaps at 60Mph
Maybe I can get relief
But not today it seems
Beep me?
Me?
Get out of the car
Give a pejorative glance
Come dance with me
You impatient cunt
I destroy him
With my fervent rhetoric
Soaked in sardonic remarks
Clench my hands
Fight my darkness
Cut my fist on his jaw
Get back in my car
Drive fast hard
Not dangerous
To the innocents
Who could walk
Into a man designed
For destructions
Even with this caveat
I’m still an asshole
Yes a little dark
So write it down
Look for the likes
Answer comments
Check my watch
Check my phone
See if she called
See if she sent a text
Yes
And it’s a nice one
Reply and joke
Against my better judgement
Try to be friendly
She cuts me off with
A kind obviation
Guess she doesn’t
Like the virtual hug
Would it kill you
To write a
Term of endearment
Just once?
Still think of you
Who you’re with
And my smile
You’ll give him
In bed
Tasting him
Touching him
Fucking him
Screw this shit
Hit the weights
Harder than before
Getting stronger
Past the disability
Make my legs work again
Drink a heath shake
Check my phone
Eat, sleep then drink
Drink to forget
Forget to think
On a path and…
And it won’t stop
Not yet
Not for a while
Check phone
Nothing but a ‘goodnight’
No X kiss, no flirting
Like it was before
Fuck it right?
So I pick up a girl
With my books
Reading them
Is a good tool
To chat about
All of her mind
Works 70 percent
Of the time
Here in my
Evening café
Grab a bite
Go to a bar
Go back with her
Fuck her to forget
Go home
Sleep
Start again…….